Throughout my life, there are some events with an enormous influence on me. What remains in my memory is the influence but event itself. That’s because the feelings and the changes of the influence are too vivid to forget, in contrast of the event.
I used to have some latent problems in my personality, which caused some unhappy events. I put a lot of emphasis on the thing I decided to do. Meanwhile, what I didn’t know was that I also had high expectation of it. As a result, I would be in a mood if things didn’t turn out as expected. At the very beginning, I didn’t know why I was always in a bad mood. I was bombarded with continual failures and depression. One day, finally I found the latent problems and noticed the big impact on me. I must change myself or I would continue to be under the endless circle.
I started to learn to control my emotion and ease the impact caused by failures. To do it, I must cultivate a brand-new perspective to overcome the bad mood.
That is a long and complex process. Now, I think I am better than before, but I still have a long way to go.





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